How We Are, It Is

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Not sure how this will turn out; there is so much I have been thinking about. My recent vacation was nice, nothing more than nice. Its subsequent trick at forcing me to reflect on what I want again, and again, how I spend my time when i’m left to freely wonder and wander…this is where my mind has been. And I’m moving again, again! Excited, genuinely. I can’t possibly get rid of more than I did to get here, and I’m going for more space -as I just need it to breathe. I did confirm I’m best not idle and my desire for hands-y activities, and real work task still stands. It’s all meditative actually. I also don’t necessarily need … Read More

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Bah Humbug

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My family has decided we aren’t buying gifts this year. What else do you need? My grandmother has the years of accumulated trinkets, antiques, furniture, neck pillows, massagers, stuff stuff fucking stuff, collecting dust, neglected thought. When you realized something was necessary, you went to Target or Bed Bath & Beyond, or ordered it on Amazon and boom! Here it is. Something expensive? Save, wait, buy later. Got anyhow. Needs met. I’m super conscious of my money. I don’t have a jack pot, but i don’t live without anything. Sure, i’d like to pawn off some of my expenses on someone else. I’m too impatient really. If i can afford it, now is better than later. After i’ve asked? (i … Read More

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