Clarity

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Well that was embarrassing. The last post, Rollercoasters Beat Coasting, I’ve deleted it. It lacked all context and backstory to make sense of why I was bringing up a vlog or my grandmother. Simply, it was a rambling mess of whining narcissism. The upside is I did go back and read it. One thing I never do is go back and re-read anything I’ve written. I once saw a clip of an interview with Nicole Kidman and she said she never watches the movie she played a character in. Why suffer through the inner critic (her words) or utter humiliation (my words)? When I was in the trenches of music writing I did go back and read through some old stacks … Read More

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Doubt

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I’m still in a watching and waiting mode. It’s mainly a time management thing. The wants butt up against the responsibilities right now. And aside from work, my personal responsibilities are heavy. I feel so un-participatory in many factions of my life. Some days it’s a struggle to even be on social media. I don’t want my year-end to close with celebratory gifts and endless List of (ANY) thing to do-read-buy, etc… Tis the season for listicals… And this will be the first year in many I (am) will ignore any list of books to read. Most are shit anyway. Tapping into the library database means I can freely (literally and figuratively) stop and start as much as I want. … Read More

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