Podcasts, Part II

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If you are just joining me on this topic or personally getting into podcasts, here’s my first post on their surge in popularity, plus the ones I was then listening to. A few are repeated in this list; a few I dropped quickly. The intimate conversation. The implication of direct connection. I’ve become so accustomed to the sound of their voices. I will genuinely miss a few when they cease recording. One of the main reasons I find tv loathsome are commercials. Therefore, I also exhaust the fast forward button on my phone during most bumper music and all advertisements. I’ve come to know exactly when and where they fall. I say this as a preface and tip. While I enjoy … Read More

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Hiatus

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‘I’m here for 15 minutes or I would’ve cancelled altogether, sorry to rush.’ I said this a couple days ago. And it perfectly sums up a worse part of my personality. Take it or leave it, one extreme or the other. And I’ve just not wanted to write here. I’ve wanted to be in my own space, minding my own business, participating minimally. Taking in so much gets overwhelming; the digestion takes all the energy. It’s my own fault. What is the purpose of this knowing? How does it serve me, or how will I use it? I Want To Tell You All The Things. Every day I want to post here. I wonder, what is the purpose of sharing this, am I … Read More

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4/20

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This date is synonymous with marijuana usage. I have found that the usage also personifies complacency. Frankly, it makes one give less of a fuck. This is good and bad. Some people really need to freakin relax, like war veterans (research Maps.org) BUT some people need to give more shits about the direction their life is (not) going and get off the damn couch. Stop smoking bud.  I smoked A LOT of pot in high school. Me and a girlfriend could get through an entire 1/2 ounce in a weekend. That’s quite a bit if you don’t know. I would take a bong hit before school, during lunch when i drove off campus, and then again after school before a … Read More

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Hindsight

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I remember the phone calls between a close girlfriend and myself succeeding her fiancé canceling the wedding: the understandable and necessary sadness and pain. The only relief I could offer was the fact that it would one day be a memory; plus the overused cliché, ‘everything happens for a reason’. “You will be glad one day this wedding didn’t happen.” Of course she is now! But does it really? Does everything happen for a reason? Is it pressure we like to take off ourselves? Maybe both. If you’re a glass half full person, then yes: it is all about perspective. But if you’re a glass half empty person, one thing may temporarily derail your entire life plan. [doesn’t just reading … Read More

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Bodies and Sex, Love and Marriage

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Sex and love can be separate, but best enjoyed together. Love and marriage, often and best together, don’t need each other. Emotionless sex, often lonely. Just a marriage, the loneliest indeed. It is best to also clarify what is generally, collectively believed about sex: woman are more emotional and men are more compartmentalized. This is bullshit. I personally attest. Fact: men are more visual and woman don’t need visual or fantasy or role play or dress up… Female Orgasms Go Blank …clitoral stimulation by itself led to activation in areas of the brain involved in receiving and perceiving sensory signals from that part of the body and in describing a body sensation — for instance, labeling it ‘sexual.’ But when a woman … Read More

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