I kept my head down generally. Minus a few emotionally enraged post on facebook, I was relatively quiet on social media.
I thought a lot about the music. It’s all in the context and of circumstance. What life am I living, who am I hanging around? I’m really not participating in that world; forks in the road. As much as I enjoy writing, honestly, I rarely listen to music or sing anymore. This is the sad truth. Why would I want to produce another song(s). It’s a thousand dollars in the hole. From start to finish, studio time to final mixing. So I ask myself what’s the cost benefit. It’s too expensive just for arts sake. I’m saying don’t hold your breath. As much as i’d love to…
I am finally getting serious about the personal story, maybe a memoir of sorts, maybe a novel under a pseudonym. Becoming engrossed in family genealogy, ancestry has be more motivated.
American politics has been hard. It’s a beat down if one is really invested and engaged. I am. My time now is about trying to understand how we got here, more history, more education. Otherwise, here is the copy-paste of September noting some of my recreation. (also found under the heading menu Books )
I used my downtime quite judiciously in September.
My favorite fictional indulgence was another Martin Walker novel, The Templars’ Last Secret I’ve come to extremely enjoy his books and writing in the same way I do Donna Leon’s Venice detective. The narrator, chief of police, lives in a small French town outside of Paris. The cases tie together his work routines and the town’s cultural customs with current affairs. This particular story wove anthropology, archeological digs, French history, and Islamophobia together. It was particularly relevant and one of his best.
On the French theme, I finally purchased a great biography on Eleanor of Aquitaine. I did not know she kept great records and journals of her life, so this book is the more narrative compilation. I’m a third of the way through and highly recommend it if French history is of interest. It interweaves other notable moments happening simultaneously, i.e. Crusades.
In 1137, fifteen-year-old Eleanor became Duchess of Aquitaine, a wealthy and powerful province in the south of France. Rich and influential in her own right, her tumultuous marriages thrust Eleanor into the political and cultural spotlight, where she would remain for more than half a century.
Still in her teens, young Eleanor of Aquitaine married Louis VII of France, a sickly religious fanatic so obsessed with fears of adultery that he kept his beautiful wife under lock and key, even forcing her to go on a long and dangerous crusade with him. But Eleanor was delighted by the freedom of the crusader’s life. Her handsome Aquitanian knights, her deeds on horseback, and her scandalous attire were the talk of Europe; it soon became clear that Louis’s young wife was more than he could handle. A lifelong rebel, Eleanor would defy her husband and the Church, and eventually strong-arm the Pope into annulling her unhappy marriage.
Once free of Louis, Eleanor thought to marry Baron Rancon, her childhood love, but found herself forced into another political marriage, this time with a younger and more dangerous husband—Henry II of England, a ruthless soldier known throughout Europe as “the red star of malice.” In Henry Eleanor found a man whose iron will and political cunning matched her own, but the marriage was a bitter and brutal one, which escalated into open warfare when Eleanor backed their sons in an armed rebellion against Henry. Vowing revenge, he imprisoned her for fifteen years, hoping she would die in obscurity. But Eleanor would not go quietly. In prison, she wrote her memoir; this is Eleanor’s book. -Amazon
Still on the French train. There is a superb procedural crime Spiral I came across almost ten years ago. Law & Order is the closest American comparison. It’s a bit darker, more intense. The show first aired in 2005, but newer series have come out more recently. I believe I last watched it to the third season so I started it there to familiarize. It is currently streaming on Hulu. I haven’t used Hulu since it was the first kid on the block, and I only got a ‘trial’ for Spiral; unless of course there’s a French language entertainment rabbit hole I can go down. Really trying to understand natural, quick conversation; observe what I can easily pick up without subtitles. The show is superb.
The Ruin. This book is new and came highly recommended to fans of Tara French, the American-Irish author I love. It definitely lived up to the hype. Fabulous writing.
When Aisling Conroy’s boyfriend Jack is found in the freezing black waters of the river Corrib, the police tell her it was suicide. A surgical resident, she throws herself into study and work, trying to forget–until Jack’s sister Maude shows up. Maude suspects foul play, and she is determined to prove it.
Cormac Reilly is the detective assigned with the re-investigation of a seemingly accidental overdose twenty years ago–the overdose of Jack and Maude’s drug and alcohol addled mother. Detective Reilly is under increasing pressure to charge Maude for murder when his colleague Danny uncovers a piece of evidence that will change everything…
This unsettling small-town noir draws us deep into the dark heart of Ireland, where corruption, desperation, and crime run rife. A gritty look at trust and betrayal where the written law isn’t the only one, The Ruin asks who will protect you when the authorities can’t–or won’t. -Amazon
Last month’s book on money propelled me towards some more personal evolution. I resist the term self-help. This isn’t a Goop blog! Radical Acceptance, Embracing Your Life with the Heart of the Buddha This book has been on my shelf for 3+ years after hearing Tara Brach interviewed on The Tim Ferris show ages ago. She’s psychologist meets yogi. Now was probably the better time for me to read it anyhow.
Writing with great warmth and clarity, Tara Brach brings her teachings alive through personal stories and case histories, fresh interpretations of Buddhist tales, and guided meditations. Step by step, she leads us to trust our innate goodness, showing how we can develop the balance of clear-sightedness and compassion that is the essence of Radical Acceptance. Radical Acceptance does not mean self-indulgence or passivity. Instead it empowers genuine change: healing fear and shame and helping to build loving, authentic relationships. When we stop being at war with ourselves, we are free to live fully every precious moment of our lives. -Amazon
And to round out the month, I just received J.K. Rowling’s Lethal White, written under the pseudonym Robert Galbraith. It’s the next in the Cormoran Strike novels. Yes, another detective! Love them, and I’m really excited to get into it. It clocks in at 650 pages, so it’ll probably take the majority of October.
Finally, I’m still relatively enthralled with Parcast Podcasts I mentioned in last month’s breakdown. I’ve been catching up on older episodes. Ok, till next month…